Goodness me. Everything was fine on the emotions front until I read what all of my friends had written to me on my tie-dyed school shirt. Then my emotional dam (otherwise known as "denial") opened up and as the tears started coming I was thinking,
Oh Boy, here we go... Man, I'm such a girl these days. I suddenly realize that I'm not going to be going to the same school as Susan anymore, or Sabs, or Andrea, or any of my other friends. Over the years they have become more important to me that they'll ever know and oh GOD I'm going to so flounder without them all next year.
Dido - "Don't Leave Home"
Like a ghost I'll need a key, I've come to thee
And please don't think of getting up for me
You don't even need to speak
When I've been here for just one day
You'll already miss me if I go away
So close the blinds and shut the door
You won't need other friends anymore
Oh, don't leave home
Oh, don't leave home
And if you're cold, I'll keep you warm
And if you're alone just hold on
'Cause I will be your safety
Oh, don't leave home
And I arrived when you were weak
I'll make you weaker, weaker still
Now all your love you give to me when your heart is all I'll need
Oh, don't leave home
Oh, don't leave home
And if you're cold, I'll keep you warm
And if you're alone just hold on
'Cause I will be your safety
Oh, don't leave home
Oh how quiet, quiet the world can be
When it's just you and little me
Everything is clear, everything is new
So you won't be leaving with..the dew...
And if you're cold, I'll keep you warm
And if you're alone just hold on
'Cause I will be your safety
Oh, don't leave home
Because I will be your safety
I will be your safety
I will be your safety
Oh, don't leave home
Love you all.
(Download the Dido song
now.)
